Thursday,14 Dec 2006 :
My Uni was having wine appreciation dinner for the Master's Degree students. My friends and I voluntereed to become the servers for the day and try to make their dinner an enjoyable one. It was sucessful and the Dean was proud of us. In the end, we ate what is left at the buffet and the kind wine appreciator gave us 1 bottle of white wine! So cooL. We r so happy. Eating free food and white wine. Not bad =).Then we went home at around 10 plus. We waited for almost 1 hour to get taxi. Oh my! There was no taxi @ all. Most of them were on call, or not have passengers . So sad. I was kinda pissed off as I was so tired and wanna get home so badly.

Friday,15 Dec 2006:
ok lets think. I think this day I'm rather busy.have to go here and there. N I was super lethargic. had morning class, basic food hygiene test at national environment institute and went shopping a while then off to work as banquet at shangrilla. The event was a japanese co. having an year end annual party and they were having karaoke session at the end. Omg, it ended kinda late, abt 2 am then I reached home.

Thursday,14 Dec 2006 :
My Uni was having wine appreciation dinner for the Master's Degree students. My friends and I voluntereed to become the servers for the day and try to make their dinner an enjoyable one. It was sucessful and the Dean was proud of us. In the end, we ate what is left at the buffet and the kind wine appreciator gave us 1 bottle of white wine! So cooL. We r so happy. Eating free food and white wine. Not bad =).Then we went home at around 10 plus. We waited for almost 1 hour to get taxi. Oh my! There was no taxi @ all. Most of them were on call, or not have passengers . So sad. I was kinda pissed off as I was so tired and wanna get home so badly.

Friday,15 Dec 2006:
ok lets think. I think this day I'm rather busy.have to go here and there. N I was super lethargic. had morning class, basic food hygiene test at national environment institute and went shopping a while then off to work as banquet at shangrilla. The event was a japanese co. having an year end annual party and they were having karaoke session at the end. Omg, it ended kinda late, abt 2 am then I reached home.

Now, I am an undergraduate students. I'm studying in University of Nevada, Las Vegas. My campus is in Singapore. Singapore is the first international campus for UNLV. For more information, u can always check the website www.unlv.edu.sg or the main campus @ Las Vegas www.unlv.edu . The courses available here in singapore are only for hotel administration. Recently, I worked in the banquet operation at Shangrilla Hotel. It was my first day exprience working in the department. It was rather fun but very tiring. Till now, my body are still aching =(...

English Summative Test --- SCREWED

Intro to hospitality operation --- Oh man, wad the f**k?

College Algebra --- CHEAT MY FEELING!! T_T. Qns R taking such a bloody LONG time to solve T_T


To put it simple, MY results for this FALL semester (part 2) is gonna be BAD.DAMN! i expected @ least C. Oh please. C is ard 68 rght? I dnt want Clare to nag abt my result -_-'. Please..Man, I'm so damn nervous abt the result. Wish me gd Luck!


[Steph Out]

Tralala Trilili~ My exams are Over. Left Math algebra~ tra la la tri lili. I am so happy XD

Sometimes u just love the rain, sometimes u hate the rain. Like now, i hate the rain as i am stuck in my school and waiting for the rain to stop so tht i can go hm. poor me T_T

I read this book entitled, ' Princess Academy'. The story is quite nice and I love the way the author wrote about few poems just before she started every chapter. I would like to share some of these with you guys.
Chapter 1
The east says it's dawn

My mouth speaks a yawn

My bed clings to me and begs for me to stay

I hear a work song

Say winter is long

I peel myself up and then make away


Chapter2
Water in the porridge

And more salt in the gruel

Doesn't make a belly

Full, not a bellyful


Chapter3
Tomorrow's a red flush in the western sky

Tomorrow's a black bush in the middle night

Tomorrow swears the truth of now,now, and now

In the trembling blue gasp of the morning light




Now, isn't it beautiful?=)Hope u guys enjoy reading it.

hello eveRy1, I feel like a NOOB.hahas! I am trying to sell 2 watches online. I hope ppl will buy it.Pls support me,and also I don't knw how to design the web. Anyway, feel free to visit, www.lajevin.blogspot.com


There might not be plenty of stuffs,however, I am trying to sell more in time to come.

What i really want?

If this is my selfish thinking, I wish I have everything I wanted. However , facing the reality , I know tht there are certain things that I'm unable to do so. Take erm ,branded goods for example.If I am filthy rich, yeah man, I can spend and splurge my money buying all those LV, Dior, Gucci,etc2. Even though I dnt really like it, I may still buy, so tht I have diff varieties. Haha! Yeah man, tht will be so cool. Well, I am not those girl who always look for branded goods. I look for quality and price. If everything fits well, seemed well, ya! buy =). Well , bt thts nt really the case, I must buy things tht I really like it. Then, I wont be wasting my $. hahahaha! OK, next, hm, what I want n expect in my relationship?Hmm, this is quite difficult n tough. Coz, there are alot of factors to consider too. Nt everythng I want/wish will be granted. There will always be obstacle and difficulties. Ok, kinda shag now, continue next time =p.Ciaoz.

Many thoughts had been running through my mind. I just don't know how to write and type it down.I think what my frd said is true. I am sometimes immature about certain things. I keep telling my bf to think everything in different aspect,view and angles. Nevertheless, I've failed to do that myself. It's kind of contradicting. These few days, I've been thinking about my relationship. I think for a couple, it's important to compromise.We must not be a selfish lover. I always thought I was the one who suffer so much, yet I only think in my perspective of view. I had failed to put myself in his shoe. I kept complaining, kept grumbling, frustated,etc, till I realised that I need not to feel that way. Things had becoming clearer now. Its strucked me when I asked my bf y somtimes I angry, then I hang up the ph, he will donn't care (those boh chap feeling). He said, he wanted me to cool down and if he angry too, both of us will fight again. I'm thinking, yes, this is true as sometimes when I am angry with him, I always think of myself.Then, I realised tht I was wrong .I've learnt not to be too suspicious too.Though, that doesn't mean I can completely trust him in every single aspect.It's just that, I think being in a relationship, we've gotta trust each other. From what I know, he had never doubt me. I don't know whether I am doing is right or not,I hope I will try to be a more understanding gf and learn to control my temper =)

Allright,next, move on. I am so busy nowadays that I had no time to use computer. I've never knew that Uni life will be so stressful.Exams, Assigments,Hws,etc. Futhermore, this is only the second week. I don't even have enough time to sleep. Mostly, what I do after class I will take a break (lunch) and then move on to study or else do homework. Nevertheless, I am still satisfied with this, as I know my hardwork had paid off .I am quite happy with my result.I hope to mantain this result, well, of course ,it will be better if I can improve my grades =).

Yeap, this is all I have to update. More exams coming up next week T_T. Till then, ciaoz.

TML TML TML!!!!! My dream day has finally arrived. I am going to be a uni student in hotel management course =) CooL XD! Rather excited though, but nervous still. Awaiting for sumthng exciting to happen. Anwy, tday I wasted 4 hours @ tht Swiss Club to watch Yvonne Fencing. N she only fence @ 2. Leah N I shudn't have come earlier. So boring T_T. We felt so lethargic. Her score was 15-5 ! Congrats Vonne =) Jia you XD. N then, we headed to Plaza Sing to eat n went for window shopping. Tday was Bloody Hot. I wonder wad has become to the world nwadays. Its becoming hot n hotter. T_T . I can have skin cancer if this goes on T_T ! I thnk this may due to global warming? haha! yeah, talk abt geog, I dnt really did well in my sec school though,so just 4get abt it. haha!

So u thnk u can blame me n curse me? Is tht make u feel happier? How chidish n i mmature can u be? I dnt knw man, if u keep thnking this way, the only person who get hurt is U. nt me, nt him, is U . Live still goes on, pls move on for ur own sake. Futhermore, I dont owe my life to u. Pls take care of urselves. =)

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2
hear

but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!



Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the
one

you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.



Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he

cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's

her."

New term gonna start real soon. I'm looking kinda excited initially & was really looking forward to seeing this coming monday. Yet, there is a part of me which is not ready. I'm afraid tht I won't be able to make it for these 3 years. I have no confidence. However, this is my passion, it's what I wanna do since since sec 3. It's my only interest. I do not wish my dream to be destroyed under my own hands. I really need to strive the best. I must prove to others tht I can do it. I dn't want to dissapoint those who has put their trust in me. Thus, this is my chance & I'm gonna prove to them tht Sheila can do it. This is my commitment . I don't want to see my mum's hard-earned money to go wasted. I want her to be proud of me. I am thankful tht I'm given the chance yo enter to UNLV. I don't want the same thng to happenned to my O lvl result repeating again in my UNLV's result. History repeating itself? NO WAY!
I just hope my LAZINESS VIRUS WILL BE DESTROYED =)

Sometimes I Do Hate My Life

I don't understand why, just because I have nothing to do N free, means u can just throw all your stuffs n let me do it. Ok, its nt tht I am being unhelpful. It's just tht sumtimes the stuff u ask us 2 do really piss me off. If u wanna balance work and family stuff, then do it properly. Dont just because u wanna work, then u can dump all ur other stuffs to others. Its freaking irritating, u know? ya, I know I should help u willingly since I am your daughter.But, does tht mean I must follow everywords u say? Its freaking irritating. I have my own life for goodness sake. I know u mean good. U trying to create a better future for us and not wanting us to be in the same state as yours. But, hello, excuse me, even though we still young, bt i thnk we knw what we r doing. Please, stop controlling me. I 'm going crazy. Let me do what I wanna do. Hard-method doesn't work on me. I jolly well knw what I wanna do. Even if I may do wrng, let me regret it myself as I choose my own path. I do not wish to have any regrets coz of someone deciding my own life. Of course, u may still give advices and comments, but I can choose not to listen. I am not being stubborn, or whatsoever. But sumtimes, Its really bother me. Futher more, u r undecisive abt ur decisions. SO tell me, can I really follow u? I aint trying to be unfilial here. I am just voicing out my unhapiness. Seriously, I hate myself in this state. I trying to balance my emotions, and some other stuffs. Can u just let me have a break?

UHUY!!! peeps, I am back =)

Hi everybody sorry tht i had not been updating my blogs. I just dont feel like blogging and I dont knw what to blog. Ok, recent random updates which I think u peeps might want to know :

1. I had abt 1 mth holiday till 3 sept
2. My new uni is University Of Nevada Las Vegas. Situated @ national library level 11.
3. My bf and I are still 2gether . ( Thank GOD )
4. I have short hair.
5. I DAMN miss all of my friends.
   

yeap, thts all wad had happened 2 me. till then, ciaoz.

how do ppl sees me?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

Cheesy..

Nothing seems perfect w/o you in my mind
U make me sad, U make me happy.
U seem to be controlling my life.
So, tell me, what I'm gonna do when U R not ard??

Relationship (part 2)

Ok, here i come again. I shall continue writing abt my relationhsip ( as requested? haha =p). Erm, since part 1 is abt my past relationship so part 2, shall i write about my present relationship?( If u wanna ask more abt my past relationship, u can ask me directly...hahahaha....oh of coz i am not obliged 2 tell u all of it ).....


Ok, currently i have a boyfriend. (duh!) His name is Elmo Lin Miao Mou (Ling). Sounds like miao miao miao (cat's meow...) and mao ( chinese pronounciation for cat ). We 've been steading for approx 5 mth +. He is 19 this year. We are both Libra =) and our bday date only in 3 days apart. He is the 2nd n last child in his family. He is currently serving NS in Amoy Quee Camp ( 2oth Batillion Artilery) [ dnt ask me, wads his rank, i dnt knw, i thnk is erm...'private']. Oh! 1 more thing, He is PR Singaporean. His hometown is FuJian, China . Enough introduction of him yet?


Ok, how i knw him? How long have i knwn him? haha! think of it, it was rather funny. Seriously, till today i cant believe him tht i knw him online. LOL ! Ok, in fact, i'd knwn him abt 1 year ago. He started be-friend with me through friendster. He msged me in FS. Then, we chatted in MSN . Then he began smsing me. Initially i quite pity him, coz he sees me as a councillor as he was having probs with his ex-s. I sees him as rather problematic guy and i seem to be the one giving him advices. Thts all. We were just frds.


Well, it was started ths year when i began 2 be quite close to him this year. We began chatiing on the phone till late hours and i kinda of having crushes on him. I knw pretty well tht he kinda like me. It can be seen rather obvious. haha! Anyway, my 1st impression when i saw him was he was pretty gentleman,etc etc ( u can read my previous entry in january ).....


So, we getting on quite well. I am glad tht we last till today.Of coz, we had our times when we argued n fights, but yeah! we can overcome it. I just hope i can just end with him. Seriously, i've fallen deep in l*** with him XD

I Love u darling =)muach muach muach ^^V

Misses . Emo.

i'm damn emo nw. i dnt knw y. i jst feel lyk crying. nt becoz of sad thngd happenning to me.its rather gd actually. bt i just miss my best frd, my bf and my other frds whom i have nt seen them 4 quite a long tyme.I had to be apart from my frds and i hate parting. I think its da most saddenning.Dnt ya thnk so?

Relationship ( part 1)

Hmm....I believe this is a common topic for all of you. Some of u may have experienced it before , be it bad relationship or memorable relationship. Well, of coz for the minority out there who have not been in a relationship before, u have nothing to say abt it. But i think being in a relationship is not only the seen by the status ( gf&bf). Maybe some of u are close 2 each other, have the chemical romance bwtn u 2, but yet...there is no status. I think this type of 'un-status' state can be rather irritating. ( based on personal experience, k? u may disagree with me too....)
All right, move on. Today, i shall touch a bit about my past relationship as well as my current relationship. Believe it or not, i never had a boyfriend since last year. I had my 1st boyfriend last june. It all so sudden n fast. He is my best friend's friend. Call him K.Last June, he had a holiday and he went to sgapore.Initially, i didnt really like him as he is quite irritating. Always bullying me and insulting me . I hate him . But since i dnt knw Y, when we r walking in the mall, he started to play a fool. I knw he his those type quite close to girl. So i dint really bother, coz i thnk he is just playing. U knw, like open-minded PPL. Hold hands, no big deal. Ok, so he held my hands, and i just let it be. Coz, i dont care as i have stated b4 in my previous sentences. So, we started getting quite close. I dint really like him, though i admit i kinda feeling enjoyed when i am with him. We started talking on da phone, smsing, meeting each other. He didnt like me initially also. So, i guess both of us were like palying with fire? and as the fire goes big, we end up being in the big trap itself.

As tht was my 1st encounter of having so called 'boyfriend'. I am rather insecure abt having no status with him, so, i asked a status from him. He seemed reluctant @ 1st and i am kinda dejected abt it. Aniwae, he asked me whether i wanna be his gf over the phone . By this time, he had already back in jakarta. Therefore, we have LD ( Long - Distance Relationship). Our relationship lasted for 6 mths. AND BOY! I AM SO GLAD I END IT I TELL U!!!!

Initially, we r quite close . But after times goes by, we started to drift away. I dnt mind coz i knw i can trust him. And, erm...ya...i dnt wanna waste $ . ( coz i was scolded spending $200 on calling him overseas) . I think i sacrified a lot for him. And i really treat him V nice tht i treat him better like how i treat myself. Ok, u knw i stayed up till 12 midnight jst tht i cn be the 1st person to wish him happie bday. I was already tired tht night, and i afraid i may fall asleep if i lay in my bed. I even ask my good friend, Herman ( thanK You yach say...) to accompany me till 12 midnght so tht i dnt fall asleep. Then, I still call him the next day to re-wish him again. N u'll knw sumthng? My bday!! HE didnt even wish me.... He is nt da 1st one. I knw he is busy, so i dnt mind. And, i gave him 1 day allowance to wish me, yet but to no avail. And i think he wished me on 5 oct ( 3 days after my bday ) , WORSE still...he had 4getten abt my bday and my best frd was the one actually reminded him !! HE still can even defend himself by saying its nt tht bad coz he had seen me his bday gift 4 me ( which i had recieved abt 2 mths b4....) Kinda smart 4 excuses rght? dnt u guys think so....???

And the list goes on, how i feel tht i am treated rather unfair. Which of coz i blindly accept it. ...i will update again tml. Of coz...i will also blog abt my present relationship.

Cutey Stuffs.

Coincidential fate among male teens

I decided to post this entry as entirely my view as my personal opinion and observations for abt these few months, week, days, hours, minutes and seconds. (hahaha! this part so lame...i think...NVM) I 've been inspired to write such an entry as i think it is quite interesting to blog abt these stuffs rather than i blog abt my life which is nt so interesting as it may seem to be.

I think most guys nowadays are began to feel more much emotinoal and sensitive. Some may even goes to the extent that they are much more emo than some girls (well, in this case, i think those guys are much more emo than me )

The guys feel tht life is so totally depressing and they feel tht their life just totally sux. They have countless night as they are keep thinking abt it. Be it abt their relationship with gf or ex-gf or in their work . They seem unable to get over it and have countless restless night . Which in result, they have a big eye bag the next day .(OK this is just my assumption...may nt be true....i knw guys are vain nowadays bt i think gals are much more vain than them =p.)

I suggest y dnt u guys...take a break from all this misery. U cant help to change the fact wad had already happen. U may live regretting wad u have done , Feeling so damn fucked up as the senior keep bullying u @ work.. ,ur gf had dumped U...etc etc..all i asking from u guys is very simple...!! JUST 4get all abt this nonsense, i knw its hard. But i believe time will heal ur wound. To put it simply, pls just 4get all abt ur troubles.Throw it aside. SAD....HAPPY....u have to live either this way.So , let me ask U..which way will u prefer living ur whole entire life? SAD? No rght??!!! I knw tht u guys wanna be happy. Thts y..u must not be SAD.IF thts difficult, well @ least TRY nt to be sad. SAD OR HAPPY....it will not help u solve the problems u r having in. So, y dont u let urself be more happy? Who knows with light-hearted feeling, u mght able to think more clearly and solve wadever prblems u r facing =)

Well, i may nt give u guys the best idea, bt i do hope i can be a help to u guys. Life is always full of up n down. I knw tht.God gives u life, but u rule ur own life. PLS guys...be happy =)cheer up. I am always there if u guys need a listening ear. Say ur problems to anyone u trust (it may nt be me...ok...?!) .Just dont let it kept there rght inside ur heart. IT hurts! Trust me....U will feel like ur heart is tearing apart...No matter hw much tears u sheard...

Ok, this may nt goes to all the guys! But i thnk this applies to some ppl who knw me. I hope u r getting this down. please take care n be cheerful guy =) Adios Amigos...

Bintan

OK i have been enjoying my weekend in Bintan.Kinda FUN! Esp when u spent with family. Its really a family golden timing spend together =). Love it ^^.Hehe . I stayed there for saturday,sunday and monday.3 days and 2 night, well spent =) . Not regretting the time i spent there , even though wad i get in return is whole body aching. haha! We spent In Bintan Lagoon Resort.

We went to the beach , swim in the swimming pooL and played laser gun. yeay ^^ my group won...for the 1st and 2nd game! yipe^^ And, I won the 1st rank for 1st game n 2nd rank for 2nd game!! yeah...yipee ^^ Nt bad ahz? ya basically tht wads happen actually , just enjoying ourselves!



I think i kanna tanned, OH NO!! i getting darker. Sucks! hahaha..yah , erm thts all i gotta say..nt really much happenning anyway, ! take care peeps.

Sian-sified In Comp lesson....

yeay once again, i'm in comp lab having my comp lesson. Lessons are boring as usual. Well, not so. Coz they are some stuffs which are rather interesting of which i had not explored yet. So, overall now the lesson is getting better. I hope this will continue. Anyway, all the students here MOSTLY use internet to surf net, MSN chatting,etc. They did not even listen to the lecturer. This happens almost every lesson! Last week, the internet was down and everyone was literally suffering. Most of them played games tht can be found in the computer . According to my surfey, most of them played solitaire , freecel, pinball.

Ok, later update . As of now i wanna listen to the teacher.hehe,sian ah....


imoetz signing off...peace^^

What is love? love is..

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down

school's starting

i have school on tuesday and friday. College algebra from 9-12 pm. Intro to computer application from 12-3 pm. 6 hrs in school, hmm... I thnk the food court there, sell quite a cheap food. Chicken rice $2.5o. Wan ton mee $3. Hor fun $3. Erm...i thnk its nt bad. Dont knw leh... College algebra is Ok, seems like A amth. Binomenial Theorem.... The lecturer gave us like 1 sum of assigment to be handed up on next tuesday! haha nt bad. i like him.hahas. BT his way of teaching, i dnt like. He like to beat ard the bush then go to the point. Y dnt he just go straight to the point?.....

Then, comp lesson, as i xplained in the previous entry.BORING. SO, i jst do my own work lahhh....hmm... lahh?haha. MUST change the singlish. IF nt, it gonna a total emberassing 4 me...
coz its american college. hahas. OK, 4 those who 4get or dnt knw where my school was, its @ Best Way Building. Tanjong Pagar, Shenton Way. I took 970 bus and the journey is abt 3o mins approx. Aight' thts all folks. I gotta brush Up on my C.A.( college algebra) -----> V. IMPT subject!!hahas =) take care..ciaoz

1st day in school

I am in school's comp lab nw.Having cmp lesson! SO BORING.....haiz...3 hr lesson....... wonder hw can i survive. the teacher teaches us abt basic computing.OMG LAH! so noob can! rot myself to death in this class. omg~~~ later update ciaoz

Thank U

Hey friends i want to express my greatest gratitude 4 being there 4 me when i need u all the most ( the name in random) :

1. MiceL ( best frd u can ever have XD )
2. Jes ( lil sis)
3. Vina ( house mate)
4. Egg ( Eric kor-kor)
5. Edmund ( Yo buddy!)
6. Bel (thx yooo...)
7. Janice ( man, u r so supportive of me , lov ya =) )
8. Tong (mate, love ya )

Yeah =)

Yeah =) The problems and fight with him is all solved =). I am so glad tht it had ended and over =) . HEhehehehehehe =p.Write like this 1st...LTR then update, ciaoz.

Feeling damn insecure ........

it hurts to keep thinking da same thing . u always take me for granted. and u r such an asshole seriously. i hate u, y must u keep tormenting me. while u r free, u can msg other gal. YEAH, other gal!! but u didnt msg me................ wad the? wad r u tying to mean? u prefer her? WELL so bE it, Go with her then. I am nt saying u cannot msg other gal. it is perfectly FINE. i am Ok with it BUT.....it seems now she hold a higher RANK than me? wad the fuck?i hate u. i hate u. I am feeling insecure. where all ur promises gone to? ur words r nth but bullshit.Fcuk all those ! Fcuk u.

友達。

友達。(tomodachi) = friends


私の彼氏はばかね！！！！がっかり ( watashi no kireshi wa baka ne!!!! gakkari) = My boyfriend is an idiot!! What a bummer. Ok, he is an idiot. COMPLETELY. I just dont like the way he did things sumtimes. So immature.Well, thts wad i think. OK, so In camp, he knew a lot of friends or rather u can call them buddy. Then u knw , in camp, under so much pressure and there are no girls, men tend to get rather despo and desperate .Their hormones began to react vigirously in them and they began so crazy abt mentioning da word ' girl' alone. This is damn sucks!

So, my bf , lets call him baka-san ( which is also mr.idiot) , being a Oh!-so-kind-soul, wanna recommend some gals to his fellow buddies. And of cz, since i'm from gal school, so he ask me to ask some numbers from my frds. Which i RELUCTANTLY wanna do so, coz i thnk tht is completely A PRIVACY. And i do not wish to DISRUPT my friends' PRIVATE LIFE! all i can do maybe is give tht MR.I, some MSN address. Well,of cz i had to ask my frds 4 their permission 1st. Coz i knw hw it feels IRRITATING AND DAMN IT! for strangers to get my numbers or MSN address..... and i dun wish my frd to exprience IT! I love my friends so i try my best to protect them. C, to me, this is wad frdship is all abt.


OK, maybe MR.I is just wanna help his frd.BT does he knw tht i have my own difficulties also? Y cant he just understand, wah lao..sumtimes i think he treats his frd better than he treat me.THTS JUST SUX! AND ke kept bugging me to give my SIS's number.WORST! i LOVE HER. of coz i wont just give her no. to any guys. FUther more, i dnt even knw the guy. AS a big sister, i must care n protect my lil sis also...Y does MR.I cant just get it?


each of us has our own friends. we have 2 different mindset. i try my best to compromise. but y does he always think tht i do not want to help his frd? i dont tell him hw i really feel coz tht will only cause more trouble. bt, its like i am keeping this silently and sumtimes i just cant help it. its too much for me to bear. between friends and boyfriend.....its hard. coz to me, both are precious.my life without them is totally..sux?!


Haiz.....wad shud i Do?

10 , 11, 12 May Entries

10 May 2006 :
My mom bday. She looked young and pretty but no one will ever guess her real age. Everyone thinks tht she is 30 + or rather 40 + @ most. Bt, the truth is, all of them R wrong. She is older than tht. Haha. Guess, no 1 will ever guess her REAL age correctly! hoho.
erm...earlier in da morning, janice woke up me up @ ard 8.30 to send addy back to canada. Tong, Jan and i were worried tht we mght nt make it to send her on time as she gotta board her flght SOON. HAHA! Nevertheless, We MAKE IT ON TIME. Yeah, yipee..IF not i really gonna bang myself against da wall. Omg, make me wake up so early in da MORNING. AND if we were LATE, Y we came to airport in da 1st place???!!! LoL...yeap...

Ok, so next we just went ard in da airport. wasting our time there. it was so boring. we were so hungry bt we couldnt find the correct fds 2 eat, in da end, we had to eat @ McD. Can u imagine, wasting our time, slacking , searching 4 foods and end up STILL eating @ McD. I thnk dats my first LONG time in airport ever?? lol.

Then, when we finished eating, Tong N Jan went out of McD for a while . Tong wanted to buy root beers. I am kinda bored so i took out my handphone, then, there is caucasian walk pass and asked me some questioned. I was like shocked.Then turn out he just wanted to interviewed me abt some mobile phones, those dwloaded ringtones and stuff. He was from Holland. He has nice eyes =) WOW, and quite attractive. I like his note book. i mac, apple.COOL. He is from Holland. Ok, then when i was being interviewed , his frd took some pics of me n him. SO STRANGE ! hmmm...

Then later @ ard 15 minutes to 2, we meet LEAH. she had to meet her frds in airport. i love her cap.it is customised! damn cool! maybe i shud make 1 for elmo?haha! so tht when he out of camp he can weaR? bt dnt knw whether he wanna wear it or nt.haha.

and so,i left the airport @ 2 and meet vina n wenny @ outram park

We stopped @ little india. wenny was quite unsure of the place, and it was damn hot.oh man, i prespire a LOT!....haha..lucky, she managed to figure out the place we r supposed 2 go ASAP. wenny n vina went for threading & i went for waxing...hahaha...VAIN.! yeah, i admit i am VAIN.LOL.!!! then after tht we went for bugis junction for some shopping. They R buying stuffs for Melissa sweet 17 party @ Rendevouz HoteL. N of coz, we had to take neOs tht day =). After tht, Me n Vina headed of to Orchard to eat @ Swensen.

@ Swensen, My mom, Vina, Jes & I ate the main course. There is promotion for bday, buy 3 main course and get 1 course free. Initially i am craving for the black pepper sphagetti but...yeap..i had to choose the main course of coz, instead of pasta. hmmm..nvm, i ate fish in sambal.MAN! i tell u it was delicious...CooL...the sambal its nice. Then after tht, We ate bday cake and the bday ice cream fire crackers n headed Home. I was like RUSHING home coz my batt was LOW BATT. Critical condition. i cant sms elmo . so i wanted to go home n call him badly..hahahha...*shy*
Ok with this, thts all My entries for 10 May.


11 May 2006 :
Erm, Ok, this day .its da day i been a long waited for actually but in da end...its turns out NOT TO BE n there goes my MASTERCARD!!!!! GRhh.........u knw me n vina went to apply for master card then the teller said i cant make my master card NOW coz i dun have my green card!!!! omg~~~ how infuriating.this is my 2nd time going to bank and apply for master card !! the 1st time , i never bring my passport and now..........grhhhhhh!! green card, i need u very badly now....i have been craving to apply master card or visa on my own...and when i tot i finally can obtain it...there goes PROBLEMS~!! grhhhhh!!! OK NVM. After tht me n Vina just shopped in ORC coz we R so damn bored!! hahaha i wanna buy lotsa of thngs bt i wanted to wait till sg sale.haha . smart ppl buy @ rght time!hahas! this day, we just looking @ items we wanted to buy n when the sg sale come, we CHIONG ahz....buy buy buy.........LOL

Later in da afternoon, My mum force me n vina to yong ann park. Being a so kind-hearted-soul, we just went there. And guess wad?we just reached home like 30 mins ago?????!!! Hahahaha..so tired can...Ok nvm aniwae it turns out to be quite FUN~ NOPE.it is VERY FUN!!!! we played soccer with the small kids. They r all barely p6.haha! so small..cute....FUN!!..run here n there... played hide n seek . climbed the thng.....FUN! nt regretting coming there...


12 May 2006 ;
Today, i love. i dont wanna blog abt this coz haha basically today i just spend my whole day with elmo . N really haha.nth much 2 blog. I shy lah.lol. and if i blog, seems like showing off my dates with elmo to all of u and which i dun wish to create tht misunderstanding.so yeap, nth 2 say. i just when out with him, bought mum present n send him back to his camp. now i missing him =)

OK THEN. thts all for today.cya peeps thx 4 reading

My absence in blogging is caused by lazy virus.

Today, i woke up @ 11 am. I slept with my mum again.After, how many weeks (can't remember exactly ) , i've slept with Vina.hahahaha.Todae, i went to bcc ( my so called-2nd-home) to collect my passport so that i can have a medical checkup. Omg, i had to take a blood test? For HIV/AIDS ??!!! Hahahaha...ok, so the doctor was like keep touching my erm...hand to check for my veins..I have a small veins and it took quite a LONG time to take my blood. She inserted the needle into my veins, push up the space in the syridge, there was no blood flowing..and she pushed the needle further and there was still no blood flowing in, well, maybe a little of tht then the blood started flowing out very slowly, so she kept pushing the syringe in and out slowly and repeatedly.I tell u it was kinda irritating...and after i dnt'-knw-when-, the blood starting coming out slowly. I dint even realise tht my blood is thick and it is kinda very dark red in colour..Ohh...how interesting.. nth much 4 today, updates later. Cya peeps..

Cheesake for breakfast =)

(hmmmmmm....cheesake in da oven XD )
( Stirring the egg , cream cheese ,sugar,vanilla essence )
( Stirring the egg , cream cheese ,sugar,vanilla essence )
( Stirring the egg , cream cheese ,sugar,vanilla essence , tong was helping out not to mess up the bowl)
( Stirring the cream cheese ,sugar,vanilla essence )
( the base of cheesake, crushed digestive biscuits and melted unsalted butter)
Hi all yest tong , janice and i baked cheesake in my house..here are some of the photos taken during the process . I am very lazy to blog abt it.So, later ok?when i have the mood.hehe =)


PEEPS .SHIT LAH I 4GET THT I UPLOAD NEW TEMPLATE COZ THE PREVIOUS ONE IS TOO SMALL AND I 4GET I HAVENT COPY THE LINKS AND THE TAGBOARD LAH! ALAMAK ......ANIWAE, PLEASE TELL ME ALL YOUR ADDRESS AGAIN.THANKS! AND ALSO WADS THE WEBBIE FOR TAGBOARD? I WANNA USE LIKE JANICE'S..HAHAHA..thx

Bonjour everyone XD

Aloha~~~ OK, actually there was nth much 2 update yest after i went back home. N da reason i wasnt able to online yest was because my lil sister was using the computer. OK, so being a-kind -soul - me , i shall not ask her 4 the computer.HAHAS!


Aniwae, ltr @ night , while i was in da room with vina, i told her abt ghost story.I told her a TRUE ghost story,mind u! HAHA. Its,erm i told her actually there was a ghost in our house and in tht particular room i am currently sleeping with her. Well, its the fact because michelle had seen him before and i felt his presence a few times b4. HAHAS! So, i was in da room telling her the ghost story and i had to wash up so i left her ALONE in tht room. HAHA! She was trying hard to sleep ! (She told me this morning ...)


OK, so this morning i woke up as usual, nth special. AS usual, use the comp, listen to songs, udpdating my blog as requested by J.Lo .hahahahahahahahahhahahaahahaha....SHE ahz!ask me to update and said my post was SHORT.I thnk her post SHORTER than mine lah =p.hahahhahaa.....ANIWAE, i am so happy ^^ coz today is da day .today is da day ....da day da day da day day ^^ the day...^-^ ^_^ elmo out from his camp XD .YEAH ^^


OK lah shall nt CRAP 2 much .HAHAS.LTR then update,okae? c u peeps...MWachhhhhhh.....

LONG TIME ABSENT

Dear peeps, hahaha its been a LONG time since i blog! i knw i knw..hahaha and JAN kept asking me 2 update n y i didnt want to update .N my all time favourite excuse ; I am lazy! hahahahhahahaha =p. Ok thts nt IMPT @ all. OK, 2 start off with. I am currenly In da libary...NgE Ann POly's LIBARY.hahahas.... and i am in the cyber cafe inside da libary,hahas ! Kinda cool here.Yi shan n Janice went toilet and i am alone here.hahas. JST nw , i went to STC with TOng n JAn ,TOng collected her o lvl cert. Also, we went to jurong to re service my zen! and vina's zen.....and tht gal asked me 2 wait 4 30 mins! in da end...................she said out of stock n need 2 wait 4 ard 1-2 wks! omg!all d way 2 jurong..........hiks =( OK lah thts all.ltr update i thnk.hahas cu.

Yet anther week has passed...

hey peeps.hahas.sorry2 long time didn't update.i am lazy.hahas.as usual. ok , i shall roughly round up what had happened 2 me since i last update.I dont really remember wad happened,lol.So, i just write what i remember.......

10 March 2006 :

hoho. This day is Elmo's clan tournament day.They are competiting for the game bf2 , which is also called battlefield 2. The competition was held in lido level 5. Hahahas. I dint really see him play but i saw the other team playing.Quite fun 2 see!haha. Anyway, his team won for the 1st prize and 2ndprize.Congrats!

Then , later @ night, Ling2x n Me went to DXO! it was a very fun night~....we danced like no 1 business.hahas. the music was hot n the atmosphere was hot too. Anyway, we dance with elmo's frd. and i like this guy, he looks hot =p.hahas. hey, i am nt being flirty k?coz elmo knows abt this too. i told him abt this handsome guy.hahahas..i am a honest gal u see.hohohohohohohoho....=p


16 March 2006 :

Hahaha...This is a Crowded day i say . It is ROMP @ ZOuK...the dance floor was crowded. seriously...and it was kinda boring @ first. I saw HEndrick! u knw tht Hot guy from the 17 magazine! OMG~~~~~~~ HE is SUper Hot~!!! Argh, melt....huahuahuahuahuahuahuahua....Anyway, i met Elmo's frd again.! I dint knw they will b there.!hahas..and of coz my fav.guy is there...He look handsome, k?hahahahas....

Btw,peeps abt tht handosme guy, i still dont knw his name =( even though i already asked my bf abt his name bt he also dont knw.hahahahahas...Oh btw i'll be going back to jakarta from 23 rd march till 10 april.So, maybe its kinda hard 4 me to update.hahahas..anybody wanna send me off tht day?hahahhas...till, then take care n c u =) XD!!!

nth 2 do.

I just wanna tell u darling tht...I L U. 무ㅛㅐㅜ홈ㄴ대. あいしてる。我爱你。哈哈哈哈。。
我没有 thngs 2 do.lol.sianz ahz.the weather so hot...haiz =(

Vina 's Day

Just reached home abt well,1 hour ago. Went to marche and ate dinner.I finally order my pizza!!! yummy!!!!!!!!!! erm.......black pepper sauce!!!! My favourite!!!hohohoho XD. Then we ate bday cake. Nice XD. Chocolate Addiction =) Love tht cake from NYDC.hehehe..

Then, we went to watch korean movie and cinneleisure. My girl and i.! IT is a nice story...but as usual..sad...haiz =(.Now i am waiting for his call.Nth much happen now. So, update again.hehe .ciaoz.bye.

Morning of aching day

Hi, i just woke up abt 15 mins ago.I am feeling tired and my body ache. I had my jazz dance class yesterday , along with my sister and ervina. It is my first jazz dance thou. For the first 30 mins , we had to do strecth up exercise. I cant split 4 godness sake and my inner thigh is killing me.Now, both my inner thigh is aching and my hand 's muscle seems tight. Nevertheless, i still think its FUN. Even though the dance is nt exactly jazz( i think so)..its more to ethnic dance.It is very interesting.I think i'm gonna enjoy this and i shall do my own stretchin @ home as and when i am free, because i think, i have not been excersing for months and tht explain y body is all aching.haiz =(......

Also, today is Ervina's bday ! So, HAPPY BDAY VIN!!! I thnk today we gonna go to marche and eat over there for dinner.Yipee ^^. Its been ages since i went to marche , i think.OH, i think is when there are herman, dev and jane.....during those period.!omg~ its been ages. I miss marche and i miss the pizza with black pepper sauce...=) Black pepper XD hohohohohoho

Yest, i met tong and we just shopped ard in town. Well , nt so long actually coz we r getting bored and find tht there is nth in town 2 shop with. Therefore, we have planned tht maybe we shud go marina square next time and when we miss town, we shall head back 2 town.Hahahahahs =p.

All right, then peeps, thts all 4 todaY.Update later.Ciaoz.

BaCk here i come

OK peeps it been almost 2 months since i last upate. A lot of things happen to me recently.Also, i dont have the time 2 update because i am lazy and do not see the need to update abt myself.Thts all.Aniwae, this long break has indeed change all my plans such as i do not have time to read my novels (i still have abt 3 novels unread), study my jap lang, tidy up my table, tidy up my wardrobe, etc. I think the VIRUS LAZINESS has attacked my body and has been there since . I think i really need to fight with this virus and change a new brand life. So tht, i can fully make us of my time =) .HoHo......Aniwae, i've decided nt b lazy anymore .SO i'm gonna finish reading all my novels, comic and at the same time study my Jap lang.Also, i'm gonna take a new dancing class, Jazz.hehe.Cool huh?hahas. Anyway, i am not workin anymore.I dont wanna waste my time by working and i wanna learn sumthng.thts all.till then , cya again =)


........Mer..hahahas..loyal reader gwe yach?nehh as ur request...gw dah update nehh...bae ga gwe?hehehehe =p.

SinGle Yet...No more =)

Hi, my fellow peeps . Haha.its finally my turn 2 update my blog.I just reached home from plaza singapura , went to watch fearless then shop ard 4 a while.Then, went home. hehe =) I eating lolipop now while i typing now.haha.yeah =) lemon n cola flavour...totally Love COLA.


There's like a few more hours 2 reunion dinner.This yr reunion dinner is kinda boring ,i thnk.There is gonna be only me, my mum, my sis n my maid.LOL. hahaha.nvm...its still gonna be a lively one..hahahaha..coz it means 2 be having a happy occasiason (is this the corret spelling??)


aniwae, i knw u thnk maybe its kinda fast.bt trust me ,things is nt as simple as u seem it is.So dont judge me anyhw ok?hahas. I have a new stead.=) lol.i knw i just break up with my ex a long time ago.bt it was a decision made by us a long time ago...so theres like A STATUS btwn us....for the month of january.and the real break up is when i leave jkt to go sg. its a long story n quite sadddenning..so i really do nt wish 2 dicuss it any futher.hehe.


OK, so i guess all u 'kaypohs.' wanna knw abt my new stead?hmm...hw 2 start ahhz?? erm, his name is elmo.hahas. he is so sweet....n gentleman........n pamper me a lot...woahh =).
hehe.he is the best.no guy has ever given me tht care b4.and i really thnkuful 4 tht.Thx darling ~~~ hehe....ok lah.too mushy..hehe.cyaz peeps
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =)

SiNgle , Free & Unattached!

Hahahas,ok i am updating now! sorry its kinda LONG. I am a very lazy pig lahz.hahas.i thnk my life is just da same ...so y bother 2 update?lol.aniwae..i am working as a part time in desa kartika.level 5, takashimaya.feel free to come to my restaurant and...visit me ^^.hahhas....

Also, i have 1 announcement 2 make * drum roll *.......eng ing eng!!....I am SINGLE.yeay ! =)
i am so free n unattached lahz now..hahas...end all tht fcking kisses n hugs.i'm all over u!.hahahahs....i LOVE being ...me now.its feel so uncomfortable.seriously maybe u thnk i'm just faking this up n makes myself as if i am a strong gal.BUT let me tell ya.i aint kidding.this is how i seriously feel.n i feel glad .hahahas...move on wif new life man.last yr was a disaster.hope this yr will be a better one.hahahahs..............

hahahhas...erm, knw sumthing todae...i was in this cinema..wif my frd.and there's only 2 of us.lol.i was so suprised.hahahas....but it was Ok lohz.hahahs......ok lah.wanna watch tv.laterz peeps.help me change skins leh sum1.hahas..thx bye cyaz.GBU.take care...cheers being single =)))) XD!

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You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger.You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause.You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you!A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

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anther day has began.

I have decided to list down all the names tht i missed badly in no random sequences n those r rather special to me :

1. Michelle
2. Gustav
3. Julie
4. Jane
5. Herman
6. Devina
7. Novie
8. Yvonne/ Lao Gong
9. Leah
10. Yishan/partner #01
11. Janice/mu zhu/BRONZE
12. Joyce/ xiao mei
13. Dara
14. Tong2
15. Cherie
16. Ood
17. Karen
18. Ms.Lee
19. My mum
20. MY bro
21. MY sis
22. Hendra
23. Kopet
24. Winnie
25. Katrina

Yest, I met with tong2 @ town to eat lunch n to catch up with each other.We ate @scott road.I ate pasta,she ate garlic bread with soup.Then we went to cinne ,then she went home.I took the same bus with her,but i alighted at the next stop.Hahas,Guess i have nth better to do.I am so free.Then,i met up with yvonne,walked inside taka till she meet her parents for dinner =).Yest was Yvonne bday! HAPPY BDAY LAO GONG!

At night, i met with andri,steven n louis. OMG! they are such a slowpork! Can u imagine i'm alone in the clarke quay mrt and i waited for three of them !! hua... furthermore the MRT is big and there wasn't much ppl there either. So,we walked ard clarke quay ,boat quay,fullerton hotel,esplanade and to the merlion statue. Let me tell you, andri is so stupid.His batt actually was low and we couldn't take anymore pictures when we reached fullerton hotel.Dodol bgt ahz.Then @esplanade,we drink this chocolate drink .The 3 guys drank sackao and i drank mocha coffe.Mine tasted bitter n i love it =) Then,we proceed with to take pictures again as andri had bought a new battery. Yest we went out until 12 midnight and we had to taxi home.Hahas.We r having so much yest.Took pictures like nobody's business.hahaahs.And maybe today we r going to east coast to ride a bicycle ,maybe,and to take more pictures.Hahas!

OK then,till then i shall update again.bye2x.GBU peeps.

A new year has begun

hi everybody,woah its been almost 1 mth since i update my blog.Sorry guys =(. Aniwae, i wanna wish all of u Merry xmas and happie new year 2006. I knw its kinda late , but its better i said it now then later.Hahas. So, yeap i reached sgapore on the 29 dec, at ard 12 midnite. I was alone, and i had to carry 3 lugguages...its kinda heavy though, my stuff was overweight. Lucky, i need not pay any extra money...hahas.


30 dec 2005 :

This day i was kinda bored @ hm, so i went out with ervina and my sis, jesica.Also, we went town to meet gustav's frd....Andri and Louis. hahaha. Those guys are damn irritating.They keep calling me Monkey!!! oh pls...can any1 of u tell me tht i dont even look like monkey..i'm a human being..... Aniwae, those guys was fun =)..enjoyed myself with them.Though, they were shy initially but later on, they turned out to be quite a big bully!!! hahahahas.


31st dec 2005 :

OK, this day is fun =) hahahahs I went out in the aft with dara and yishan. Dara shopped alot.hahas. then later we meet the others, Felicia, Leah, Tong2,Karen. and also nt to 4get my baby of da class!! Miss Claudine! hahaha her bday was on 29 dec.hahahahahas...so, we all took neoprints 2gether and also enjoyed ourselves.As the sky was getting dark, everyone has to leave so there's only me,leah and dara.Later @ night , 3 of us went party @ someone house.We went home @ ard 3.hahaha i tell u! tht nite was fun! but i shall nt blog abt it. coz, my "ehm" was quite unhappy abt it.So, i shall tell u guys in person,then.hahahahs....


ok, so yest i was working till 10 o'clock.. it was my 1st work ever.Kinda fun though =) hahahahs. I work as a waitress in indonesian restaurant,Desa Kartika at Takashimaya .It was fun i think, though i'm quite tired as I worked abt 8 hrs . I had to stand all day long.Haiz...hahahahas. Nevermind lah, since i've gt nth 2 do anyway.Hahas. Aniwae, my shift is during weekend, friday , saturday, sunday.hahahas. It means, i cant enjoy myself during weekends!! argh, !!! nvm lah...hahahahs... OK lah, i've to pen off now. update anther time.hope u guys enjoy reading too =).take care ,GBU and cya peeps....